eye NEED until then....

today is....  september nineteenth....

today....  eye need....  until then....

eye wonder what it takes to just set me free....

eye stare into this dark abyss that eye know is my life....

no where to run....  no where to hide....  no way to cope or strife....

everything eye see is gray....  all the colors are gone....

they slowly fade away into the lyrics of the song....

searching for sanctuary....  peace of mind....  but....  something is wrong....

somebody tell me where is my kindred spirit....

all eye catch is interference....

hoping someone can hear this....  eye think eye am finally thinking clearest....

eye hope you understand the pain eye was in....  

sorry....  eye have reached the end....

eye cannot explain all the pain and rage that dwells inside of my mind....

my soul is tainted....  nothing clean.... 

some say....  life is but a dream....  but....  nightmares only come for me....

no happiness....  just only frowns....   just hoping something comes around....

and....  now my visions blurry surely....

maybe death will finally cure me....  let my immortal spirit die today....

eye hope you will understand the pain eye was in....