eye NEED to be the anti-hero....

today is....  september twentysecond....

today....  eye need to be the....  anti-hero.... 

eye need midnights to become my afternoons....

eye need my depression to work the graveyard shift....  

eye should not be left with my own devices....  they come with prices and vices....

eye need to end up in crisis.... 

eye need to wake up screaming from dreaming....  

eye need to be the monster on the hill....  to big to hand out....  slowly lurching toward the city....  

pierced through the heart....  but never killed....  

eye need you to hear my covert narcissim....  eye need to disguise as altruism....

eye need life to lose its meaning....

eye need to stare directly at the sun....  but....  never in the mirror....  

eye need my daughter-in-law to kill me....